The emotions expressed from my previous posts had became childish, over-exaggerated, and perhaps… immature?

Over the years, my mental mind had evolved so much that I couldn’t even believe I was the one who typed these posts! What happened to me??? When did I became who I am now? Where did the girl 2 years ago went? Am I still the person I was 2 years ago?

It’s amazing.. I don’t get excited by little things anymore, at least not much. Song releases, MV releases, and other idol stuff are sort of insignificant in my mind now. Well, I still listen to K-pop music but I wasn’t as pumped up as I used to. I don’t even bother checking out MV’s anymore unless I REALLY love them

Speaking of change, I got a haircut today. I’m happy because the last 2~3 haircuts I’ve got was ugly But this time, it looked fine… maybe it’s because I specifically told the lady what I want XD I didn’t have my hair cut for almost a year, so long ago I don’t even remember haha. Washing hair was such a hassle ughh

Anyway, 1st post in months~ jaja laster

This is such a touching moment for JYJ and fans like me, and so I must screencap this endearing picture….

EDIT: OMG I just realized the last post I made was 2009 last year on the same day!!!

My fav song

Today, I woke up at 6:25 by my dad because my alarm clock did not ring me up, obviously… So I rushed to brush my teeth and wash my face..

I tried to eat my breakfast in a fast way, which is white porridge with some meat but it was too hot to eat it fast. So I ended up eating at my normal rate.

Then my dad offered to give me a ride to school. It was 6:50 when I finished my breakfast and packed my backpack. I decided to give it a shot to see if I can make it to the train. If not, my dad can drive me.

I half-ly put on my shoes with my soles kind of sticking out and “trip” down the stairs. I started to jog on my way down when I see someone on the train stop walking to to the left. People walks to the left when the train comes so I started to run..

As I got there, I noticed the guy who walked to the left was holding the door to prevent the train from going.

I was so touched as I said thank you to him and of course the train driver. We didn’t know each other and he just helped me to get on the train..

It’s a little thing to do but this act of kindness does not happen to me everyday. In fact, it had never happened to me before until today.

I felt so heartwarming in the cold weather this morning…

I really like this song!! Jaejoong <3
LOL YooChun’s hair actually looks great this time!!

1.) Sorry Sorry
2.) It’s You
3.) Fire
4.) Shake
5.) Heartbreaker
6.) Wanna
7.) Tell Me Your Wish
8.) Diva
9.) Stand By U
10.) Tea for Two
11.) Gara Gara Go
12.) Again and Again
13.) Hate You
14.) Lollipop
15.) Colors and Melody
16.) Pictures of You
17.) I Don’t Care
18.) La Cha Ta
19.) I Did It For Love
20.) Insomnia
21.) Eat You Up
22.) Without a Heart
23.) Goodbye my Lover
24.) I Hope
25.) Please Be Nice to Me
26.) TAXI

Well, I had so much homework today My teachers are crazy… some of them

I felt kinda depressed yesterday, because of something that happened yesterday and I still remember it..
My friend kind of yelled at me yesterday, she’s not a close close friend but still a friend whom I can talk to, and she yelled at me like she meant it and not the playful or friendly yell.

I’m actually a very sensitive person and very sensitive to serious yelling. I’m really sensitive to that kind of yelling, seriously. I get scared and sad when someone is yelling at me or at someone else.

I will continue tomorrow…

MV:

Inkigayo Performance:

Why am I so tired right now, I’m so sleepy…. Why am I so sleepy? Was it because I was out for a long time today? I do feel tired whenever I went out instead of being inside the house. I used too much energy walking around in stores today? Or is it because I’m full right now? God, I’m lazy -_-

Did I left something out in my backpack? I got a notebook, pencil pouch, wallet, coin wallet, id, folder.. Do I need another notebook? I don’t think I need to bring a binder the first day of school.. A folder will be good enough.

What should I wear tomorrow? Is it going to be warm or cold? Aish~ A tee shirt and a jacket will do.

My downstairs neighbor just “thumped” us from below. I swear, he’s gonna break his ceiling soon and hopfully he will pay!! I really dislike my downstairs neightbor… I understand that we ARE kinda noisy and he needs his sleep, BUT we are kids!! Can’t he just bear with us?? I mean, what gives him the right to criticize my parent’s parenting when he doesn’t have any children???!!! He’ll never understand our pain of raising my brother.

I hope my downstairs neighbor will move out…. cause we all don’t like him at all!

So we went inside, they have a pretty big parking place and it was easy to park in the entrance. It’s really Korean, I mean, I can’t read a thing (duh!) except for the english name of the supermarket. Well, I guess that’s how other ppl is like when they’re in Chinatown… LOL

They sells lots of food and stuff! Everything is in Korean and fortunately, there’s english too ^^ But our purpose today is not to buy food but to eat food! So we were waiting in line waiting for the Korean dude to give us a table. Then we look at the menu to order something.. The pictures in the menu is really helpful, and the english description too or else I will have no idea what I’m ordering.

So after like 15 minutes of debating and explaining stuff to my mom, we finally ordered. I ordered “BiBimbob” and my mom ordered some tofu bowl soup and dumplings… Oh! We got tea, it tasted different from the tea I drank from chinese restaurants, the tea kinda have a rice? or corn? taste…. Can’t really explain it, it’s different ^^

The funny part begins here…. a waiter came up after like 10 minutes with a tray of the dumpling we ordered and jajamyeng (sp?). He was saying something really softly and my mom and I were like “hm?” then he left to the table in the front. Oh, before he came, he was counting the tables… LOL My mom: “Is he new?”

Later, small side dishes came along with soup and 2 bowls of rice. I ate the little sardines and that’s about it. I don’t really like or not used to the Korean side dishes like the sour kimchi, I didn’t eat it. Thankfully, my BiBimbob came!! Yay!! The beef was sweet and warm, the egg yolk was kinda raw, just the way I like it, I poured the rice in and digged in. It was delicious in a way, first time eating Korean food

I was about full when I finished my BiBimbob.. Then my mom said: “Where’s the dumplings?” I was like… “oh yeah…” Then we asked the guy who took our orders then he went to check with the other guy who was at our table at first. Finally, the guy who took our orders came back and said something about the other guy gave it to the wrong person and something free ok?? We were like “ok… what did he said?”

I have no idea what he said because he spoke very softly and probably his english isn’t that good… I think he meant he will give us the dumplings for free. Anyways… he brought the dumpling later. When we were asking for a check, we saw that the dumpling were not free. But we already ate it so it wasn’t a big deal if it’s free or not. But then the guy who was counting tables came and spoke in his broken english trying to blame us that he gave the dumplings to the wrong person. My mom kinda argued and later said “ok… whatever”

When we got our change, we realized that the dumpling money was returned. So the guy who said we’ll get it for free really gave us dumplings.. My mom’s comment: “We’re not coming next time” when we left the supermarket…